Friday, January 30, 2009

For some reason I am feeling really anxious about my u/s tomorrow. I shouldn't be since I have been doing this for quite some time now, but I am just anxious to know how many follicles I have and thick my lining is. I know it doesn't help to worry about it but its hard not to. Well I only have one more sleep before I know! Oh and I was just thinking that I have 7 nieces and nephews and 2 more on the way and I am not a Godparent. Now don't get me wrong everyone should make their own choice but come on what if I never get to be a parent and my only way is if someone dies...well that won't matter if I am not next in line:) I know this sounds random but I have been thinking about for years. I know I am not perfect but I will make a good mom and Steven and I both Love God and would raise them to love God too, but still no one asks. I guess why I am thinking of it more is because my friend Tessa has two Godchildren and she is just a baby herself. When she asked me who we were Godparents for I was taken back by the fact that I am not one. This post is not specifically for you my sweet sister and I know that you are the only one reading this right now but maybe someday people will be interested in my life. Well enough of this..my house is soooooooooo messy and I have a half a batch of cookies done and I have felt sick all day which means I don't want to do a darn thing but go to bed. Hopefully I will wake up feeling good and will continue my day with great news!! We will just have to see.

1 comment:

Momma Mary said...

you have to move to California...