Well I don't even know if I can do this. I just wrote a long post and poured my heart out on here and it all got deleted. It felt so good to write what and how I was feeling and now I feel like all my thoughts are gone. I really wanted to read it again in a few years and look back but now it is gone. I normally have such a hard time writing how I was feeling but it just spilled out an now it is gone.

Well I just had my 3rd IUI and I am praying that it worked. I am blessed to have a husband that has so much faith and his faith is never shook. I oddly feel great right now. UGH I can't even do this right now, I can't believe I lost my post.